your comin comin comin to shanghai SOOOOOOON!!! in april FOOLS!

p.s. i want my christmas present which dad gave you the money to buy!!!!!!!! and yet you havent bought it for me yet... sighhhhh  

 seee ya sooon, miss you! ya lil siSTA

Annnnnnnne

Well havent updated this in a long time but it gives me another thing to do that puts off my homework. like i'm going to do it anyways. turkey day was great besides being asked awkward questions by my tipsy family memebers, thats why they have red wine at the table i guess. well i guess the next thing i'm looking forward to is david bowie on the 9th tuesday fuck fuck fuck. who would go to a concert with me on a random tuesday. (free extra ticket looking 4 some one with a car). after that its almost x-mas thats means pushing all my detensions and missing home work till the break hopeing they will before forgotten. going to see my little sis and mother are going to be great but i wont be doing any traveling  (shanghia).

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATE

No matter how many times it happens and how close you get the suffering itsworse every time. As the nation wept to self to sleep last time and i atemped to think of a way kill my self. Was it even worth the ride,oakland in 5 and thats where it ends. Must i accept the same fate year after year. When you set up for the best the harder the fall must be. I should have knew in a way i did. does that make it bettter? In no way. So while i lie here in coma of derpersion life goes on and scharch for another high that i felt for the shortest time.   So close but so far away

My beloved Red Sox make the postseason 4 the first time in 4 years !!!!! got sox